Another day full of pain, everything i do is torture and so difficult:( and has been ending in tears at every chore i do. so i decided i would spent a few minutes here and try to figure this whole blog thing out.i am so new at this computer stuff. I have been out of the loop for a while, so relearning i guess i could say. forgive me if i have the same posts up more than once, but as of now no one really sees it anyhow,  2 people to be exact, and i thank you both for your interest. i look forward to getting here more and read others as well as you posts. already hurten in this little writing, so ill say CAIO for now.