I CANT LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE:( I am loosing control and falling into depression, its SO HARD to motivate and do anything, I’m loosing the fight, I’m tired of hurting badly and mind.how much can God give us till will break. I Know he doesn’t give us what we cant handle, but I wish he wouldn’t give me so much all at once..HELP…UGH.

TOMORROW one more day and I have an appointment with the acupuncturist, if we can get this pain in control, then maybe I wont be so tired and depressed all the time. PLEASE GOD HELP ME BE FOR IT’S TOO LATE. AMEN