“why is it I cannot control my self these days?”
My head is spinning or I am in a daze.
I cannot figure what am I suppose to do?
Am I to stay or forever leave you?
Everything is a fight, so many things I cannot find,
What is going on in this head of mine?
About to snap and loose it, I am on the edge of life,
Because I do not know how to keep up on my fight.
God will you keep me safe, till I can hold my own head up high?
Although I often say it, I really don’t want to die.